Is it okay if I tell you my life story?

Hi, The best thing you could ever do to put this behind you is to talk to someone you can trust, or write it down, and give it to them. Preferably you Mother if you are close to her. Just ask her nicely if she can take time out to talk to you about something way important. Then schedule a time that she tells you she can talk to you. Tell her openly and be as honest as you can. (That is the only way you can put this behind you), and if you dont this problem will hang on you forever and you will probably end up alone with no one to love you. So BE HONEST. Good luck!!!